Monthly Archives: January 2014

Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 37

It was a long night as I process through everything.  I am exhausted and not sure that I am really that strong.  Felt so alone and so disconnected.  Chuck called this morning and that helped.  He thinks I am really … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 36

I had to sleep.  This is so much pain and terror and sorrow.  I don’t understand all this and it doesn’t make sense.  I am wanting to think it is not real. God:  It is real Mary.  If you can … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 35

I don’t want to do this anymore.  I declare healing within me in Jesus’ name.  It is finished! God:  Funny.  Healing comes from doing the work within.  There is no escaping it for you.  It is a gift, Mary.  Can … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 34

I slept on and off all night.  I felt Chuck’s presence with me which is a little weird but trust it is God.  Didn’t feel so alone. Me:  Missy, you don’t feel do you? Missy:  No I don’t.  My job … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 33

It was a long night and a long day.  I am physically, emotionally and spiritually exhausted.  All I really want right now is for human arms to hold me.  No sex.  No abuse.  Just arms to hold me to make … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 32

I woke up this morning feeling optimistic and excited about life.  I just am experiencing feeling good.  I embrace it.  This process has been very painful and very enlightening.  It has brought me to life.  I am so grateful for … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 31

Once again it was an early morning.  I am now ready to go to sleep!!  I had this insight which I already know but I got it in my heart. I loved being on the mountaintop.  It was satisfying and … Continue reading

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