Category Archives: EMDR

Job Loss – PTSD – Brain Injury

Sharing today from the present.  Losing my jobs was very difficult for me.  I believed they provided me stability, definition and purpose.  I had a place to go every day in a structured environment.  My soul cried for freedom; my … Continue reading

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Job Loss – Moving out of the Box

Being ill and dealing with government people has taken my focus from sharing my journey.  After waking up to a tornado warning this morning, I am now settling in for the day and have a few moments to share.  Thank … Continue reading

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Job Loss – Faith and Trust

It has been a while since I shared the early journey of my sexual abuse.  It is interrupted due to yet another job loss.  For me, it ties all together.  I believe we get what we need (not necessarily what … Continue reading

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Job Loss – Choices and Resolution

Losing a job is tough for people.  At a time where decisions have to be made and you had to be able to sell yourself, you feel at the bottom.  For many self-esteem and self-confidence have been challenged.  I was … Continue reading

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Job Loss – Day 5 – Victim – Part of the Process

I was looking forward to this day as I awaited for word on this consultant position with a company in California.  Over the weekend I did due diligence learning about the company and bringing together all the material I could … Continue reading

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Job Loss – Day Three – Letting the Secret Out

Day 3 came and that was the day I had to tell my daughter I had lost yet another job.  This wasn’t a fun day for me.   How would my daughter react? I’ve worked so hard all my life … Continue reading

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Job Loss – Day Two – Trying to Make Sense of it All

Today I am posting the journal writing of the second day.  Yes, I have been focused in this blog sharing my journey with healing from sexual abuse.  So, you may ask, why is it that you are now writing about job … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 50

Notes from today:  As I read this excerpt from 3 years ago, I am once again reminded that healing is a choice and healing is done in layers.  Each layer needs to be explored and healed so another layer can … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 39

am experiencing dis-ease this evening.  Not sure why that is.  Some anxiousness – some sadness.  Busy day at work providing distractions.  Now left with myself again.  I don’t know which direction to go in so am going to trust the … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 33

It was a long night and a long day.  I am physically, emotionally and spiritually exhausted.  All I really want right now is for human arms to hold me.  No sex.  No abuse.  Just arms to hold me to make … Continue reading

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