Category Archives: Prison

Job Loss – Faith and Trust

It has been a while since I shared the early journey of my sexual abuse.  It is interrupted due to yet another job loss.  For me, it ties all together.  I believe we get what we need (not necessarily what … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 50

Notes from today:  As I read this excerpt from 3 years ago, I am once again reminded that healing is a choice and healing is done in layers.  Each layer needs to be explored and healed so another layer can … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 30

It is late tonight.  Wanted to connect before going to bed. Mother:  How are you tonight? Me:  I am tired.  Very tired.  The emotions are so tiring for me.  It is such a temptation to put them all back on … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 29

Me:  I am back and I want you to know how much I hate you. Dad:  That is a big turn around. Me:  I hate you so much for taking everything away from me so I wouldn’t have any fucking … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 27

I didn’t get any sleep.   . Me:  God, while I was resting I got this thought that you are to be experienced fully and I am not sure what that means because in my head God is not merely an … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 24

Sometimes our past experiences influences the present moment.  As uncomfortable as it could me, it creates and opportunity to face some of the emotions we couldn’t reach otherwise.  Through the experience, we can then heal.  You will see how the … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 23

As often happens when there is processing deep within me, I went to sleep.  Nice nap today.  Weather is cool.  Wind is blowing through the trees.  Still seeking answers and not knowing the questions.  Allowing emotions to stay present.  The … Continue reading

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