Tag Archives: Chuck Gallagher

Job Loss – Day 5 – Victim – Part of the Process

I was looking forward to this day as I awaited for word on this consultant position with a company in California.  Over the weekend I did due diligence learning about the company and bringing together all the material I could … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 42

It has been an interesting day.  Process this morning really helped me get to work and be more at peace.  Process seemed to bother Chuck though.  External vs. internal.   I think I understand what might have happened to me.  I … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 41

Up early this morning and experiencing irritability and annoyance.  Rage is in the meadow.  Are these sub parts of rage?  Truly, this is a lot of work.  I am tired.  I need so much to sleep and sleep is the … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 40

It was a short night again.  Woke up this morning with a couple of memories and just not time or desire to process.  Been sad today.  Reality.  So what the fuck.  I’ve had a headache all day and so tired.  … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 36

I had to sleep.  This is so much pain and terror and sorrow.  I don’t understand all this and it doesn’t make sense.  I am wanting to think it is not real. God:  It is real Mary.  If you can … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 33

It was a long night and a long day.  I am physically, emotionally and spiritually exhausted.  All I really want right now is for human arms to hold me.  No sex.  No abuse.  Just arms to hold me to make … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 32

I woke up this morning feeling optimistic and excited about life.  I just am experiencing feeling good.  I embrace it.  This process has been very painful and very enlightening.  It has brought me to life.  I am so grateful for … Continue reading

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