Tag Archives: Duality

Job Loss – Day 5 – Victim – Part of the Process

I was looking forward to this day as I awaited for word on this consultant position with a company in California.  Over the weekend I did due diligence learning about the company and bringing together all the material I could … Continue reading

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Job Loss Day 4 – Fear and Despair

I was diligent sending out resumes to many corporations.  It is so much different today than 20 years ago.  Everything is done on line.  I felt fairly sure if I could get in front of somebody, I could sell myself. … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 52

This getting myself put back together is kind of neat.  Woke up this morning feeling okay.  Worthy is growing.  Heart is getting stronger and sexuality is creating an aliveness and no not about sex.  About the body and all that.   … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 50

Notes from today:  As I read this excerpt from 3 years ago, I am once again reminded that healing is a choice and healing is done in layers.  Each layer needs to be explored and healed so another layer can … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 47

Woke up this morning and really didn’t want to go to work and be around people.  Feel so vulnerable and I know being around people changes my experience of the weekend.  It was hard to go to work.  Tonight I … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 45

The body slept last night but not so sure the rest of me slept.  Dreams.  Not bad dreams but some sadness associated with them.  Wanted to sleep more. I realized this morning that I am not in the center of … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 41

Up early this morning and experiencing irritability and annoyance.  Rage is in the meadow.  Are these sub parts of rage?  Truly, this is a lot of work.  I am tired.  I need so much to sleep and sleep is the … Continue reading

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