Tag Archives: God

Job Loss – Faith and Trust

It has been a while since I shared the early journey of my sexual abuse.  It is interrupted due to yet another job loss.  For me, it ties all together.  I believe we get what we need (not necessarily what … Continue reading

Posted in disabled, EMDR, Emotional Abuse, Job Loss, Loving Self, Physical Abuse, Prison, PTSD, Sexual Abuse, Transformation | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Job Loss – Choices and Resolution

Losing a job is tough for people.  At a time where decisions have to be made and you had to be able to sell yourself, you feel at the bottom.  For many self-esteem and self-confidence have been challenged.  I was … Continue reading

Posted in EMDR, Emotional Abuse, Job Loss, Physical Abuse, PTSD, Sexual Abuse | Tagged , , , , , , , | 4 Comments

Job Loss – Day 5 – Victim – Part of the Process

I was looking forward to this day as I awaited for word on this consultant position with a company in California.  Over the weekend I did due diligence learning about the company and bringing together all the material I could … Continue reading

Posted in EMDR, Emotional Abuse, Job Loss, Physical Abuse, PTSD, Sexual Abuse | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Job Loss Day 4 – Fear and Despair

I was diligent sending out resumes to many corporations.  It is so much different today than 20 years ago.  Everything is done on line.  I felt fairly sure if I could get in front of somebody, I could sell myself. … Continue reading

Posted in Emotional Abuse, Job Loss, Physical Abuse, PTSD, Sexual Abuse, Transformation | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 53

I just reconnected to this tonight (24 hours later).  The first words I read are the sentence just above.  I am so tired.  So much is going on inside and feel I am dealing with polar opposites inside again.  I … Continue reading

Posted in Emotional Abuse, Loving Self, Physical Abuse, PTSD, Sexual Abuse | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 52

This getting myself put back together is kind of neat.  Woke up this morning feeling okay.  Worthy is growing.  Heart is getting stronger and sexuality is creating an aliveness and no not about sex.  About the body and all that.   … Continue reading

Posted in Emotional Abuse, Loving Self, Physical Abuse, Sexual Abuse, Transformation | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 51

I woke up feeling fairly good today.  Something inside is brewing.  Not sure what it is.  But Worthy and Heart are melding together just fine and holding up.  Had a little insecurity this morning and it passed.  I am okay.  … Continue reading

Posted in Emotional Abuse, Loving Self, Physical Abuse, Sexual Abuse, Transformation | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , | 2 Comments