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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 47

Woke up this morning and really didn’t want to go to work and be around people.  Feel so vulnerable and I know being around people changes my experience of the weekend.  It was hard to go to work.  Tonight I … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 45

The body slept last night but not so sure the rest of me slept.  Dreams.  Not bad dreams but some sadness associated with them.  Wanted to sleep more. I realized this morning that I am not in the center of … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 41

Up early this morning and experiencing irritability and annoyance.  Rage is in the meadow.  Are these sub parts of rage?  Truly, this is a lot of work.  I am tired.  I need so much to sleep and sleep is the … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 39

am experiencing dis-ease this evening.  Not sure why that is.  Some anxiousness – some sadness.  Busy day at work providing distractions.  Now left with myself again.  I don’t know which direction to go in so am going to trust the … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 32

I woke up this morning feeling optimistic and excited about life.  I just am experiencing feeling good.  I embrace it.  This process has been very painful and very enlightening.  It has brought me to life.  I am so grateful for … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 30

It is late tonight.  Wanted to connect before going to bed. Mother:  How are you tonight? Me:  I am tired.  Very tired.  The emotions are so tiring for me.  It is such a temptation to put them all back on … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 29

Me:  I am back and I want you to know how much I hate you. Dad:  That is a big turn around. Me:  I hate you so much for taking everything away from me so I wouldn’t have any fucking … Continue reading

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