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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 27

I didn’t get any sleep.   . Me:  God, while I was resting I got this thought that you are to be experienced fully and I am not sure what that means because in my head God is not merely an … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 26

It has been a relatively good day today.  There has been very little sadness.  I’ve felt agitated and not sure what that is about.  Maybe because I am not controlling this journey.  Though I tried to put limitations on it … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 23

As often happens when there is processing deep within me, I went to sleep.  Nice nap today.  Weather is cool.  Wind is blowing through the trees.  Still seeking answers and not knowing the questions.  Allowing emotions to stay present.  The … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 21

Long talk with Chuck.  Can’t tell him everything yet.  It will be okay.   Says to just release but don’t know how to release. Spirit Dad:  Imagine you are in spirit in the forest.  The sun is shining and all is … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 20

Okay so I didn’t go to bed.  I am aware that I am fighting myself and this process.  I am really struggling with vulnerability and what that means.  I can’t get past the belief that vulnerability and weakness are one … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 19

I slept last night, but so very tired.  I feel such sadness this morning and tears are flowing again.  I am not sure why. I’ve been kind of sad and quiet today.  Not much for interacting with anyone.  Kind of … Continue reading

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 16

A long night.  I am not able to resolve this.  How come?  I’m good at knowing where to go.  This is so painful and so deep and so hurting and so frightening.  I am so tired.  I don’t know if … Continue reading

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