Tag Archives: Abuse

Job Loss – PTSD – Brain Injury

Posted on October 22, 2014 by Change Through Transformation

Sharing today from the present.  Losing my jobs was very difficult for me.  I believed they provided me stability, definition and purpose.  I had a place to go every day in a structured environment.  My soul cried for freedom; my … Continue reading →

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Job Loss – Faith and Trust

Posted on October 5, 2014 by Change Through Transformation

It has been a while since I shared the early journey of my sexual abuse.  It is interrupted due to yet another job loss.  For me, it ties all together.  I believe we get what we need (not necessarily what … Continue reading →

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Job Loss – Choices and Resolution

Posted on October 4, 2014 by Change Through Transformation

Losing a job is tough for people.  At a time where decisions have to be made and you had to be able to sell yourself, you feel at the bottom.  For many self-esteem and self-confidence have been challenged.  I was … Continue reading →

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Job Loss – Day 5 – Victim – Part of the Process

Posted on October 2, 2014 by Change Through Transformation

I was looking forward to this day as I awaited for word on this consultant position with a company in California.  Over the weekend I did due diligence learning about the company and bringing together all the material I could … Continue reading →

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Job Loss Day 4 – Fear and Despair

Posted on September 26, 2014 by Change Through Transformation

I was diligent sending out resumes to many corporations.  It is so much different today than 20 years ago.  Everything is done on line.  I felt fairly sure if I could get in front of somebody, I could sell myself. … Continue reading →

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Job Loss – Day Three – Letting the Secret Out

Posted on September 24, 2014 by Change Through Transformation

Day 3 came and that was the day I had to tell my daughter I had lost yet another job.  This wasn’t a fun day for me.   How would my daughter react? I’ve worked so hard all my life … Continue reading →

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Job Loss – Day Two – Trying to Make Sense of it All

Posted on September 23, 2014 by Change Through Transformation

Today I am posting the journal writing of the second day.  Yes, I have been focused in this blog sharing my journey with healing from sexual abuse.  So, you may ask, why is it that you are now writing about job … Continue reading →

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 53

Posted on March 30, 2014 by Change Through Transformation

I just reconnected to this tonight (24 hours later).  The first words I read are the sentence just above.  I am so tired.  So much is going on inside and feel I am dealing with polar opposites inside again.  I … Continue reading →

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 52

Posted on March 25, 2014 by Change Through Transformation

This getting myself put back together is kind of neat.  Woke up this morning feeling okay.  Worthy is growing.  Heart is getting stronger and sexuality is creating an aliveness and no not about sex.  About the body and all that.   … Continue reading →

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Healing from Sexual Abuse – A Transformational Journey – Part 51

Posted on March 23, 2014 by Change Through Transformation

I woke up feeling fairly good today.  Something inside is brewing.  Not sure what it is.  But Worthy and Heart are melding together just fine and holding up.  Had a little insecurity this morning and it passed.  I am okay.  … Continue reading →

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